Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Muslim brotherhood

Tanta is now hot with 
lots of campaigns regarding 
famine in Somalia. 
I mean...it is NICE to see 
everybody is getting bussier 
and bussier for the sake 
of brotherhood. Moreover, 
it colours the life of a student.

Well, yes you are a student. 
But it doesn't mean that 
you have to be an ignorant 
other than your 'study' things.
Darou na?

Frankly, the issue of Somalia is already an old issue. Old but ongoing. But maybe I wasn't aware enough that I don't know much about it. The only thing I know is that Somalia is a very poor looking country...with battles here and there...starvation every where...extinction!

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Syria - Salahuddin Ayyubi

Damascus, the capital of Republic of Syria.

It was a frosty morning. 
I started my journey that day. 
It was a perfect day. 
The sun had splashed pink clouds 
across the horizon and rivers of 
silver light ran through the streets.

It was among the days 
I spent in Syria. 
Yes, I haven't told you a thing 
about spending time in Syria yet, 
you must be very confused.

No. You don't have to.

Saturday, October 15, 2011


Actually I want to let you know ONE thing.

Baby-Ie was admitted to hospital 
just couple of days ago. 
She undergo a surgery for 
having acute appendicitis. Alhamdulillah 
it was a successful surgery.

It happened during her last 
paper of PMR. She was trying 
hard to control her pain  
but after 15 minutes she was 
trembling with unbearable pain. 
She was brought to the hospital 
immediately and was given 
a shot of pain killer (I guess). 
After Baby was stabilized again, 
she continued her battle for her 
Arabic Language paper.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Eid eve

I am smiling at the memory.

It is going to be Aidilfitri soon. 
By soon, I mean VERY soon. 
Underage children would have been very 
excited about 'Hari Raya'. 
Because I used to be an INNOCENT 
young girl, so I pretty much knew 
how exciting it was to celebrate Hari Raya. 
Eventhough, I used to not fasting 
the whole month of Ramadhan that time. 
Yeah, I was a little naughty!

And do you know what I was 
EAGER about Hari Raya?
Or it is called as 'Duit Raya' in Malaysia.

Don't laugh, darling. It is normal, for a kid. 
And not for a grown-up. 
Obviously because you DON'T get 'ang-pows' any more. You give.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Prayer power

As Ramadhan is approaching, 
I can sense the enthusiasm runs in everyone. 
This is a GREAT sign! 
When you come to such degree 
of excitation and eagerness 
looking forward for Ramadhan 
to greet you, your soul is 
emitting good auras. OR in Naruto 
they called it as 'chakras'. 
But I'm no Naruto fan. Not that I hate, 
I'm just not one of the fan.

Maybe if we talked about Tennis no Oijusama, it will be a different story!

BACK to the story.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Topkapi Sarayi

How do you do?

OK. Things are getting dull here, I supposed.
So, let's get some fresh air...let's go travelling!

Oh, C'mon! Just for a few minutes! Don't worry about the ticket..this time, MY treat!

Istanbul, tamam?

Sen guzelsin!!!

When I was in Turkey, I visited Topkapi Palace. It was a majestic building...with an impressive entrance gate, named as Gate of Salutation. I was like, "WOW! This is so great!" That I was so EAGER to walk inside.

Saturday, July 16, 2011


Yesterday night I hurt myself. It was 1.30 in the early morning. Outside were glittery stars against the illuminating sky. I could see them from my window pane. But I couldn't see the fair moon. It was hiding behind the wall of my room. But I knew it was there.

Lately, since the exam 
started pressuring my brain, 
I found myself being an insomniac. 
Like...who on earth would sleep soundly during nights of exams right? 
I was in too much worries and still is.
Surprisingly, even it was over, 
I still couldn't sleep at nights.

Saturday, July 9, 2011


OK, folks!

Here I go again!

But before I go on with my DISCUSSION
this time, well, I've been wondering...

Have you ever kept a diary to yourself?

Uhm, you know that kind of BOOK 
which you record your daily 
events and experiences. 
Where you pour your heart out, 
spill your emotion, take out your anger. 
Baaah! As if NOBODY knows what a diary is!

Friday, June 3, 2011

Nina in Japan

I have a confession to make. Maybe several confessions. 

But don't be surprised and say ''Eeeehhh?"

Okay! Here it comes. 

First of all, despite the fact that 
my annual exam is VERY NEAR 
around the corner, still I don't study 
that much anyway. And second of all, 
I'm addicted to 'Nina In Japan'! 
That I've been watching and 
stalking to her videos uploaded by 
her Papa since she was merely a toddler. 
They are fascinating!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011


Yesterday was a nightmare. I just closed my eyes and lay there like a beached whale, which every inch of my body aching. Even my hair hurt. However, the worst part was me performing a freak SHOW. 

With that degree of aching, I went screaming on and off. Very abnormally loudly.

And I was the freak.

So, today, I'm absolutely NOT sharing about yesterday. I'd wish to tell myself that yesterday was nothing. Nothing is ever nothing. It's always something.

Well then, let me spread the story of yesterday's yesterday to a yesterday, to another yesterday. I'm pretty sure it means a lot of yesterdays.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Nobody but you


I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life...lalalalala


Now, I don't know whether you know it, but I have a new pet. And it is a cat. It is not so little tom, with fine big whiskers and a nice long bushy tail. So white all over and so fluffy.

Very very very playful. It runs all over my spacious room..on my desk  pretending to study, then on my keyboard replying all the instant messengers on the screen. It hops to the floor, furiously to the mirror watching his reflection wondering if there's another cat behind it. Most of the times, it sits on my super duper new printer washing his face to come out printed on a piece of paper. Next, it climbs my bed that I refused to share with, so I sacrifice my pillow to satisfy him. It curls as i take him with his pillow on my lap. It sleeps soundly.

Monday, January 17, 2011


What is 'lucky'?

Months ago during my attachment at a KK in my place, I introduced myself as a medical student in Egypt. And the staffs said, "Yana, you are very lucky!" Despite the lucky me, in there was the first time in my life dealing with real blood drawing and unsurprisingly I failed a few times. Yet, I was still lucky.

Years ago, even when I told my most bossom friend in world (credit to Nasratul Naim), that my life turned upside down and my parents were hating each other, yet she uttered dearly, "Don't you realize how lucky you are?"

After all I've been through in my life, all the setbacks, frustrations, disappointments, problems and breakdowns...yet I have to consider myself as 'lucky'?