Tragedy

Yesterday night I hurt myself. It was 1.30 in the early morning. Outside were glittery stars against the illuminating sky. I could see them from my window pane. But I couldn't see the fair moon. It was hiding behind the wall of my room. But I knew it was there.

Lately, since the exam 

started pressuring my brain, 

I found myself being an insomniac. 

Like...who on earth would sleep soundly during nights of exams right? 

I was in too much worries and still is.

Surprisingly, even it was over, 

I still couldn't sleep at nights.

Irony

OK, folks!


Here I go again!


But before I go on with my DISCUSSION
this time, well, I've been wondering...


Have you ever kept a diary to yourself?


Uhm, you know that kind of BOOK 
which you record your daily 
events and experiences. 
Where you pour your heart out, 
spill your emotion, take out your anger. 
Baaah! As if NOBODY knows what a diary is!

Nina in Japan

I have a confession to make. Maybe several confessions. 


But don't be surprised and say ''Eeeehhh?"

Okay! Here it comes. 

First of all, despite the fact that 

my annual exam is VERY NEAR 

around the corner, still I don't study 

that much anyway. And second of all, 

I'm addicted to 'Nina In Japan'! 

That I've been watching and 

stalking to her videos uploaded by 

her Papa since she was merely a toddler. 

They are fascinating!

Unintended

Yesterday was a nightmare. I just closed my eyes and lay there like a beached whale, which every inch of my body aching. Even my hair hurt. However, the worst part was me performing a freak SHOW. 


With that degree of aching, I went screaming on and off. Very abnormally loudly.


And I was the freak.


So, today, I'm absolutely NOT sharing about yesterday. I'd wish to tell myself that yesterday was nothing. Nothing is ever nothing. It's always something.


Well then, let me spread the story of yesterday's yesterday to a yesterday, to another yesterday. I'm pretty sure it means a lot of yesterdays.

Nobody but you

 

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life...lalalalala

Melancholy.

Now, I don't know whether you know it, but I have a new pet. And it is a cat. It is not so little tom, with fine big whiskers and a nice long bushy tail. So white all over and so fluffy.

Very very very playful. It runs all over my spacious room..on my desk  pretending to study, then on my keyboard replying all the instant messengers on the screen. It hops to the floor, furiously to the mirror watching his reflection wondering if there's another cat behind it. Most of the times, it sits on my super duper new printer washing his face to come out printed on a piece of paper. Next, it climbs my bed that I refused to share with, so I sacrifice my pillow to satisfy him. It curls as i take him with his pillow on my lap. It sleeps soundly.